Archive for February, 2007

我的寂寞

Monday, February 26th, 2007

    每个人心中最内层,都有属于自己的寂寞。。每个人的处理方式也不同。。有些人需要很多很多的爱来伲补,有些人选择忙碌来掩盖,而我,我只希望我的朋友,我周围的人能因为我而快乐,那就是我寂寞的药剂。。我真的开心吗?是的,只要他们也因我快乐。。

    **过往的感觉对叠起来,我对于自己的了解更深一层,我害怕受伤害,我害怕别人的不认同,害怕别人的冷漠,所以有时当我面对我特别在意的人,我只能装着不在乎。。

a new year~!!

Wednesday, February 21st, 2007

     met my ex-classmates  at the third day of new year…so excited when i saw each of them,and most of them have change slightly in their apearance..some become more engtao with their new style of clothes,eg.alfred…wearing more fashionable clothes and shoes…no more slippers..haha…some of them hav their new hair style…eg.mike hav his curly hair…muahaha…some of them laughed at his hair but some said tat he look like korean..and he said he wanted to be PARK JI SUNG…ish!!tat’s my trend mark!!haha…but one thing tat doesnt change..is the craziness of us…still having a good relation between us..but wad will happen after one or two more years…?r we going to be a little bit more mature?or the distance between us hav become further?walao i cant imgagine it…hope tat "AS WE GO ON,COME WHATEVER,WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER…"

       on the other side,my primary scg friends didnt gather together this year…so sad but wad can i do?most of them hav their own friend…or their own activity…but i m still remain the same…trying to meet nyamuk,amber,denise,fatt,soon,guang,n etc..ai…hope tat nex year we hav the chance to met each other…

       

   

      

denise u make me down!!!

Thursday, February 15th, 2007

     **新的一年,是不是将会有新的开始。。?能不能改过那些嗜好。。?自己不成熟的想法会不会改变。。?我,会不会是全新的一个我?**

     valentine’s day is over…i tot tat i can celebrate with my friends..but then,anger had fullfill my mind…damn,Denise had put my plane….and it’s 747 i think…saying tat she don wan go to popwave,and in the end she is the one who don wan leave there..she make me feel like i m idiot..being a driver to bring her out and send her to pop wave to meet her brother…Denise,u sucker!!!i really get mad this time….!our plan had ruin,and i end up to eat KFC at home with my brother!!!!!!gosh…..so u had ur fun time with ur bro???tell u wad,u taught me a lesson…

      **the best way to avoid being hurt is not to let anyone approach ur heart….lock it up and don let anyone get into it…day after days,u will found tat u cant even understand how urself feel…u cant sure tat who is the one u had fall in love..**

      

      

my 1st post…..hiak hiak~~

Tuesday, February 6th, 2007

     基本上,我并不知道blog的真正用处。。只是既然大家读在努力的写,那我也来凑凑热闹啦。。

     其实我并不是很喜欢这种文字叙述的东西,因为有时所写下的东西,难免会与自己的思想有些偏差。。一方面是不愿相信自己的想法,另一方面。。可能是因为不能接受这样的自己。。但我没办法找到一个可以让我尽情倾诉的对象。。所以。。很矛盾的啦~~!

      你可以选择相信文字下的我,或当作我只是在胡扯。。。